So why early mornings? Variety of reasons, in no conscious order:
- Waking up while the sun wakes up. There is something very connecting to the world beyond you that happens with that sensation. (Wow, that sounded more hippy than I expected.)
- Getting my emails out before people are awake/working means I can work through a bunch, stay in that zone, and then close email for a few hours, and do another wave of responses later.
- Anything feels possible. I have energy. I have coffee. I have space. I have things I could be doing. It's a nice blend of urgency, but also possibility, like to stop and write a blog post for ten minutes like I'm doing now, and to do my laundry like I did at intervals this morning.
- The world is mine. People aren't moving. There aren't distractions. This is very clearly time that I chose for myself, which in a world ruled by deadlines and "supposed to do," is a form of self liberation.
- Sun light. Sun light is great. When I was a kid I preferred to play inside and create arts and crafts and draw and such. I still love creating. I just want to feel the sunlight while I do it.
- The feel of a head start. Hearing the neighbors come down the stairs when I've been up for four hours... well it makes me feel a wee bit bad ass.
- When I don't have other work to do, it is gorgeous for my writing process. Great balance of semi-fugue state, dark roast, and possibility... but that's a whole other blog post.
Jason Henry Simon-Bierenbaum
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